i cannot say aloud the words
that fill my heart
yet rip my soul apart
i cannot say aloud the words
that if I said
would leave us both dissolved instead
i cannot speak
in voices heard my love for you
yet in my silent screams I do
i cannot speak
of life within our stolen time
for we both know you are not mine
love unspoken
words unheard
that fill my heart
yet rip my soul apart
i cannot say aloud the words
that if I said
would leave us both dissolved instead
i cannot speak
in voices heard my love for you
yet in my silent screams I do
i cannot speak
of life within our stolen time
for we both know you are not mine
love unspoken
words unheard
i cannot live
a loveless life
so i go on in secret strife
i cannot live
in time stood still
yet all I have is life unfilled
6 comments:
I am speechless, gypsy woman, I am speechless and cannot help but ask myself: are you happy?
You are burning
You are burning and this may be a form of happiness... if ever there was happiness in passion.
I pray for the wind to die down so I can hear you whispering. But am I losing touch? What I really hear is the icy contact of packed snow on my face when I fall a last time.
Roger
oh, but dear roger, yes, i am happy - i truly am - i find happiness in many many things and ways - and i AM happy - that is not to say, however, that a part of my heart remains apart from those things - but even in that part of my heart, i am truly happy and grateful for what i have experienced - for the love i have - even that which cannot be openly disclosed or lived - you know, so many many people never have love - never know love, are never loved by the one they love, even for a moment - and i am so grateful for that touch, that moment, scant though it was in time - but in measure, immeasurable - please do not think that i am unhappy, for i am not - and for that part of my heart of which i speak, you see, i live here, in my words, all those things that i otherwise could not - and then, there are dear souls such as you whose own words add such caring and comfort to me - how could i be unhappy? and of you, roger, i pray the wind will soon end, too - and bring a gentle warm breeze to wrap your weary spirit - in the meantime, do come to the campfire here, and sit - and warm yourself - you will not fall here - thank you for your lovely thoughts, sir!!!
This is so profound with emotion that of course you are happy, of course you are alive. Only a Leo can feel this depth.
jenean, words so powerful as these can only come out a heart that loves deeply and profoundly. there is something that is struggling within you. sometimes guarding that something is quite becoming.
i wish you love, joy and happiness always,
susan
dearest susan! your words always bring a smile to my face because you, too, for your depth of understanding each and every time! and you know, i wish you always, too, much love joy and happiness, my friend!!! it is always so lovely to have you come by and i thank you! ;)
and dear trish, you know me so very well - inside and out - a true sisterspirit you are!!! ;)
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